My emotions have come to a head. I don’t care anymore. I’m not reacting anymore. It’s such a surprise though. I had such an optimistic outlook for this week. But I’ve just been mostly down and very little ups. I don’t think stressed out is the word for it. Or even worn out. It’s more…
I found it!!! I found a new routine all together that I think I will do for a while. Its dance cardio and A LOT of fun. It’s basically 2 videos each about 13-14 minutes long, which translates to just north of 20 minutes. (Perfect!) And they work your body without heavy strain.
I ended up not exercising yesterday. I think its fatigue and S agrees with me. It’s probably a combination of internal and external factors. (I.e. I’m on my cycle…excuse the TMI, and just the heat.) I feel unusually tired and stiff and it’s probably just the hormones.
I need to start putting money aside. I had decided when I finished my last saving streak that I would give myself 3 weeks off before I start again. I have a rough idea what I want to put away every week, but dude it’s hard.
I’ve began this week with a fresh outlook. I want to get back to work. Honestly it feels more like I just got tired of being lazy. I want to milk this time for all its worth. I don’t want to still be stuck her where I am now this time next month.
I never thought it sense to hate someone you don’t know without ever having hardly said 2 words to them, but apparently its possible. I swear, you guys ever meet somebody who just gets in your personal space and cramps your style like it’s what they were born to do?
I finally remembered what the days my last post was about are called. Fat days! Though I’ve been having more of a fat week. I have been feeling like such a blob this week it’s not even cute. I’m having the scary feeling that it might be the coffee. (NOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!) I don’t want to quit…
I feel round today. You ever have those days when you feel extra heavy and you swear nothing has changed since you started your consistent exercise routine? Yeah… I don’t feel or see much progress at all. I don’t feel that much thinner.
I’m angry. Some guard at school today made a comment insinuating that maybe I could buy them something rather than eat lunch by myself… Listen, I’m not against using your money to butter up the staff, if you have it.
