WEIGHT LOSS – LULLING
I feel round today. You ever have those days when you feel extra heavy and you swear nothing has changed since you started your consistent exercise routine? Yeah… I don’t feel or see much progress at all. I don’t feel that much thinner. I don’t look that much thinner (I look at myself all the time in the mirror so I should know. And my cloths still fit pretty much the same way.
I’ll admit. I kind of get stressed out when I get like this. Because what’s the point? What’s the point of all the stress? What’s the point of all the effort?
I asked my sister if I looked almost 3 months of consistent daily exercise along and she said, ’yeah.’
Not to sound like I’m doubting her sweetness, but she is very nice and is the type to soothe worries. That means that she is predisposed to saying things that she knows will make us feel better. She doesn’t lie, she just says things ‘nicely’. Also she is wired to look at me more favorably as a beloved sister. That means that when I ask her and she replies are going to be nice no matter what.
I wish I had a special click and delete real life Photoshop machine that I could use to erase the fat off this body and maybe sculpt myself some abs. I’m doing crazy crunches daily as part of my routine, and while I can feel the muscle when I press down on my tummy, I can’t see them. My tummy looks only little (only a little) smaller than before. I still have a gut.
Interestingly I’ve been seeing a lot of promotions and ads for waist trainers. Apparently they work, if the review are anything to go by. So I’ve been thinking that maybe I should invest in one. Do you guys think it will work? I don’t know where to source one locally though. Maybe what I need is something to pull me in at my center and give me a tiny waist. I would love that?
Though knowing myself, the simple fact that I hate bras is telling of how I’m going to feel about the constant constricting presence of this thing. Chances are high that I may absolutely hate it. However, I am also the easily adaptable type. So it’s also possible I could get used to it, and pretty quickly too. I don’t know you guys, what do you think?
I guess the struggle continues… See you guys next post!!!!
