FAT DAYS, LAZY DAYS AND BAD LUCK!

I finally remembered what the days my last post was about are called. Fat days! Though I’ve been having more of a fat week. I have been feeling like such a blob this week it’s not even cute. I’m having the scary feeling that it might be the coffee. (NOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!) I don’t want to quit the coffee, I love it!

(*whispering now* should I quit the coffee?)

I’d like to believe it has health benefits, but to be honest I’m afraid it might be the opposite.

Also yesterday I didn’t blog because… Well because I didn’t do anything (except exercise.) I remember I woke up at 2 in the afternoon, as usual and realized that I didn’t have it in me. I just didn’t have it in me to wake up and get dressed and go to school and be as productive as possible with the few hours left in the day that I had. (Really this won’t do. I need to start waking up earlier)

So naturally, I crawled back into bed and ended up sleeping the afternoon and much of the evening away. (I’m not proud of this. And unsurprisingly, I actually really do regret it. Just like I knew I would. Especially because I have just remembered an item on my to-shop list that I had previously forgotten about that would have been covered so easily by yesterday’s pocket money, had I decided to get off my fat ass yesterday)

And here’s the kicker guys. For the first time in a while I was set to finish getting ready and out of the house and off to school in record time. I was going to be early. (I’m rubbing my left temple now) I knew this would happen! I knew I would regret it and I do… (Ugh!!! I don’t want to think about this anymore)

Finally, the bad luck! I had a feeling it would happen at some point. But it finally did today and I have nobody to blame but myself. I finally broke my sunglasses. (Ahem! *borrowed sunglasses)

They were on loan from my little sister and were pretty handy. It’s been like the anti-glare round the earth was taken off, up in here recently and these really helped out. But the thing is, I knew I could have been more careful with the way I was just tossing them into my bag to go. Especially because I do stuff a number of bulky heavy things in there too. I kept thinking I should be more careful and finally today, what I was afraid would happen happened.

I forgot to take them out before I stuffed my laptop in the bag, and they broke under its weight. I feel terrible. Not just because now I’m at an inconvenience, but also because they were borrowed. I should have been more careful, period.

They weren’t the super expensive kind, and that’s a relief, but it’s not the point. They were on loan and I was careless and now they are broken. I have made a point to replace them as soon as possible for her and own up and apologize, because, really, it’s not the end of the world, but this is yet another thing to kick myself for.

As for my project, I’ve been having another really lazy week. And while I’m glad we are already at the end of it, I’m disappointed I didn’t do more.  Honestly fellow growers, I hope things are going better for you guys than they are for me right now.

I think I need to not let this keep me down. God willing, I won’t let this stay the way it is.

But other than that, I’ll see you guys next post!!!!