MOMENTS OF INSANITY

I ended up not exercising yesterday. I think its fatigue and S agrees with me. It’s probably a combination of internal and external factors. (I.e. I’m on my cycle…excuse the TMI, and just the heat.) I feel unusually tired and stiff and it’s probably just the hormones.

So I expect to feel better in a couple of days. The mood swings though! Like this morning I felt like I was going to die. Not pain wise, i.e., like cramps, but like emotionally. I was literally sure I was going to die today when I left the house. (Okay, maybe I convinced myself that this momentary plummet in my emotional stability was a sign something bad was going to happen.) But I was in tears y’all.

Like I said a prayer for my soul and everything. Can you believe it? Human beings are such funny creatures. And minutes later I was over it. Like I even forgot that that had been my train of thought to begin with. Tsk! Tsk!

That’s not to say I feel any better now. I’m still pretty dumpy (S walked into the room today and the first thing she said was that I looked like I had just been dumped) I’m not arguing. I feel like I’ve probably been dumped.

Hey! Maybe this is why I’ve have my crazy on full blast for a while now. My hormones have just been all over the place! This is why people need shrinks.

To keep them from ruining their lives in moments of temporary insanity like these ones. (Okay either a shrink, or at least one really bitchy friend to keep your ass grounded) But that’s just me.

I also want to apologize for not uploading yesterday. I had a few problems with the site on my end that prevented me from publishing…but today I’ll put up both yesterdays and todays post.

Thanks for reading and I’ll see you guys next post!!!!