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I wanted a lot of things. I wanted to be invisible. I wanted to not have to talk in front of crowds. I wanted to win a lottery or just stumble upon a fortune, somehow. I really wanted a lot of things. I also did not want to do anything with history or a lot of writing.<\/p>\n
I got an accident that had me using crutches for about 8 weeks. I was not willing to defer so I had to walk with crutches. So much for invisibility. I ended up doing a course that involves a lot of presenting and reading history and report writing; very long reports!! I have never won anything in my life. Not even those draws we did in high school for events. I believe I have no luck at all, so I pray for His favor.<\/p>\n
Now that I think about it I wanted to run away from things I found cumbersome. I cannot say I regret wanting what I did. However, I realize God probably intended for me to explore and grow and not just limit myself. So I will enjoy this cringe worthy journey. I will brace myself for Gods plans which are beyond human understanding. I know He may not give me what I want but I shall never lack what I need. Do you really need what you want?<\/strong><\/p>\n \n <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" I wanted a lot of things. I wanted to be invisible. I wanted to not have to talk in front of crowds. I wanted to win a lottery or just stumble upon a fortune, somehow. I really wanted a lot of things. I also did not want to do anything with history or a lot…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":true,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-195","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-advice"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/pa77RY-39","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sqrypted.co.ke\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/195","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sqrypted.co.ke\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sqrypted.co.ke\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sqrypted.co.ke\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sqrypted.co.ke\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=195"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/sqrypted.co.ke\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/195\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sqrypted.co.ke\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=195"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sqrypted.co.ke\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=195"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sqrypted.co.ke\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=195"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}